I swear if i dont get away from here i will rip my dads head righht off his shoulders?

im killingg myself truing to look after him right now hes off outside in his briefs and undershirt.why why why do i get the dang job of rearing a mental case,as soon as our aide leaves hes of and running hes as sly as a fox and will beat you in every game to stop him from escaping.from the house im getting sick from his truancy.a for my brother????where is he when daddy goes awol?i am ot ranting im just upset and angry that i have to do all this alone.